I am not very happy recently , so don't try to do anything funny to me . Take this advice or you will die terribly .

~skip~

There's many things i don't want/fear :

Things are against my will . I don't know what i should do . I tried very hard but things just couldn't go smoothly . WHY ?! I feel like giving up , but can i ? Sometimes , knowing nothing is better than knowing everything . Keep it to yourself & it will never leak out .

I keep telling myself : forget it , it's not the first time anyway , it doesn't matter anymore . But the other side keep telling me : No , you shouldn't , it's not your fault .Which one should i listened to ?! Is there any walls to talk to ? No , talking it out couldn't solve things , best way is to shut & lock it up .