Thursday, December 27, 2012 Thursday, December 27, 2012
Looking back, many things were so different now. All that is left behind was the memories which I have no idea if it was good or bad because it can make me shed tears of joy, similarly, sorrows. I always told myself, what past has past, I know there is nothing I can do, I know I should just let go and stop dwelling. But how? I am always back to square one. Yes, mind over body but I have to admit that it doesn't always work. Like you get me? There are just so much things, so much reminders. It's just hard to forget things you don't want to remember, I swear it's fucking hard. The feeling really sucks. And I can now feel the heartache, it's like every part of you feel so unwell, so painful, yet there isn't any wounds. It's just indescribable......
I hope I will stop missing you....