Tuesday, January 15, 2013 Tuesday, January 15, 2013
How often can we really forget the things we don't want to remember? I swear that there is not even once. Just because it once catches your attention, your heart and your mind. It once brought you happiness, the happiness you thought will last will soon proves you wrong. The cruel fact here is that happiness is never going to last, because when you are so overwhelmed with your happiness, it will eventually become your depression when the happiness is gone.. forever.. With such, your depression last longer than you can imagine. Why? Because those moments are stored forever in your brain and anything can triggers the memories. No matter how you tried to suppress it, it don't work because eventually you will feel even terrible. Many times I know I should not be feeling that way, but it just hit me hard. And sad to say, the cycle repeats. Note to self: Don't base your happiness off someone else.
Stop running through my mind, it's time you should take a rest.
Saturday, January 05, 2013 Saturday, January 5, 2013
I can move on, I can do it.