Saturday, February 02, 2013 Saturday, February 2, 2013
Caught up with Vinh today to find out about the details of our clique tees. To prove to me he is not a scum, he actually told me about his story when it is supposed to be a secret. Thinking about it, I could tell that he has been wondering if he should tell me about it, but in the end, he still tell me. You know the kind of feeling you get when someone actually tell you something personal without you even asking, it's like they really trust you and think that you can understand them.
Listening to his problem actually makes me have exactly the same feeling as him. I guess it was because I am trapped in the exact same situation as him, I can totally relate to it. While listening to him, many memories were running through my mind, my heart aches so badly. I know I shouldn't but it's not something I can take control over. Everything just came rushing to me... Those feelings were inevitable. Up till now, I told no one about it. It will take me a lot of courage to actually open up, but unfortunately, I have no courage. I am afraid that people will judge me, and I'm afraid that I will regret telling others about my personal things. Hence I kept it all to myself...
Why must you do this to me?
It hurts, do you know that?