Sometimes, you'll just have that nondescript feeling. Tired? Ridiculous? Ludicrous? Whatever it is, you just have that feeling unreasonably out of the blue.. You could not find any explanation to this feeling. Everything seemed to be against you. Anything can make you shattered into pieces without any efforts and what you can do was cringe and pretend it never exist. Simultaneously, trying hard to conceal and thrust it away, nothing works. The more you try to get it off, the more it clings onto you. "Man proposes, God disposes", thats life. You always wondered when can it get away from you. Yes, the perfect life to you only exist in fairytale. 

Things are easier said than done. I'd always try to tell myself that it was just a test, nothing big deal about it.. But whenever the result is out, I never fail to be sad over it. I tried very hard to get over it but in the end, I still dwell upon it. When I'm holding back my tears, I kept quiet, hoping to cease the overwhelming feeling. I seriously hate it when I'm there trying hard to hold back my tears, and somebody purposely talk to you about it, causing the uncontrollable flow of tears. These are definitely not a good feeling, only suffocation. Please go away.

Cars 2 was awesome, brought much relaxation to me :]